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said_scarlett) wrote2011-05-10 08:58 am
said_scarlett) wrote2011-05-10 08:58 am
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Long story short:
I'm trying to quit smoking and every little thing around here that can go wrong is going wrong. Nothing is monumentally or life-alteringly awful, it's just a snowball of Murphy's Law combined with raging nicotine cravings I can't always deny. Which in turn makes me feel guilty and miserable and like a failure. Which triggers the craving for nicotine which I try and deny and that makes me feel angry and frustrated and ready to crawl out of my skin.
And I'm trying not to freak out about PCC being in two weeks and having so much still needed to do, or the fact that I haven't heard from![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
husband_brother since Friday or the fact that my parents keep legitimately fighting with each other.
Essentially, I am unfit even for discourse 'tween man nor beast.
I'm trying to quit smoking and every little thing around here that can go wrong is going wrong. Nothing is monumentally or life-alteringly awful, it's just a snowball of Murphy's Law combined with raging nicotine cravings I can't always deny. Which in turn makes me feel guilty and miserable and like a failure. Which triggers the craving for nicotine which I try and deny and that makes me feel angry and frustrated and ready to crawl out of my skin.
And I'm trying not to freak out about PCC being in two weeks and having so much still needed to do, or the fact that I haven't heard from
husband_brother since Friday or the fact that my parents keep legitimately fighting with each other.Essentially, I am unfit even for discourse 'tween man nor beast.