Hahaha they're actually not very hard to learn (they make them sort of idiot-proof) but they do cost a lot and eat up a lot of time because people get addicted to games, surfing the web, etc. I still prefer an old-fashioned book and stuff.

I figured out early on that I'm most creative when I'm stressed, and to be honest, I'd rather not be stressed so I don't push it lol. Best of luck though! Hopefully it will come back; creativity is not really predictable lol.