No kidding! Cause honestly, I'd probably be more interested if this weren't hanging over my head every time J~ and I talk. But I think Z~ wants us to get together ASAP because according to R~ everyone's trying to set J~ up with somebody. Which makes me feel bad for him cause apparantly he's sick of it and wants to be left alone to just hook up with someone on his own. But if he is actually interested in me, which he seems to be, then Z~ doesn't need to be doing anything. Yes, the age difference kinda bothers me but that doesn't mean I wouldn't at least give him a chance.

That's good at least.